The life is just one,don't waste it. Don't worry about this bad period,everything gonna be alright. You gotta believe in your talents and your abilities,don't listen the other bad people,they are just nothing.
I'm so exhausted of everything,i just wanna go away,for ever. Do you grow fond to somebody? Well, u should know who that person,or people,after a bit of time,they will not talk to you,anymore. So,i hadn't to grow fond to nobody,but it seems more strong that me,but usually the final is very sad...so,it looks like a permanent goodbay.
I'm in a bog mess,'coz sometimes comes back in my mind a boy who i have loved last year. He was beautiful,very tall,slim,blond,light-blue eyes,nice nose (bulbous nose,idk if it's correct!!),he was from Poland...so,a very nice face! I didn't talk very much with him,even better,seldom,'cause i was too shy. But the bader part is that he didn't love me,and he'll never love me,i know it! Sometimes i don't think to him,but in other situation,i start to think to him,and it's sooo sad,because i know that HE DOESN'T LOVE ME,HE WILL NEVER COME BACK TO ME,HE'S GONE FOR EVER. I must to underst this,i must to stay strong,I MUST TO FORGET HIM. Pheraps i was,and sometimes i am,addicted to him,'cause he's Polish,from East Europe.....but it isn't easy,'coz almost every day i see the place when he's livin' ): I need to change place,but i don't know where to go,because i'm jst 15 and i have no the needful for to live in another house and town ): i'm not looking forward to change city and specially to forget him.But sometimes i ask to me if i'll find a boy or a man like him. I'm so sick of this situation.
You can't judge me for my dresses amd for my look,it's very mean! -.- I'm special in my way,i'm a person like you! I love very much my style,why have I to change? For YOU??????!!! and for what,what's the reason?? WTF???!! AHAHAHAHAH,NO. If u accept me and my creative,it's good,but if you want just judge me and tease me,you can go outta my life :P I'm not a toy,i'm a sensitive girl,I AM A PERSON. I don't change for anybody,sorry guys :P THIS IS ME and i love my self :P
Hey,i'm here,again! Yeah,i know,i don't used for a bit time my blog and my profile,but now,i want to use this site again,'coz i like it :) I've got many things to say and so many emotions! So,let's start!! Well,in September i've started to attend a new high school,'coz i wasn't admitted to the second year of the last high school which i attended last year,and now i'm attendin' again the first year -.- but it's betta','cause now i know better the subjects instead of the last year and my marks are better (apart Maths and Science -.-) Ah,i'm attending again the liceo Linguistic! Anyway,pheraps,this summer,i'm gonna in a English College,when i'll can practice this language and see new places :D But those study-vacations are expensive,and idk if i'm gonna in a summer English College ): But ma' aunt said to me,if i won't go to UK,maybe i'm gonna go in a sudy-vacation in Spain,or maybe we will do a tour in Spain. I'm very curious about it,LOL.